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I perpetuate my own self. Nobody had to encourage me, although they did.

I should sigh at this, but it shall be awesome.

I have a dreamwidth now. If you have it, link me please, and I shall add you. Thank you~

ERe: episode 2 of FMA: Brotherhood

Drr drr drrrrr I am a terrible person

Re: FMA Movie:

...I'd hit it.

Any of it.

All of it.

I would. Wouldn't you?

Sick today, but at least the ability to run a fever is reasssuring. It does mean that the body is less compromised, in the immune system, than it used to be. That is a nice thing.

Brotherhood #2 is out, but watching this later on tonight with Brooke, as well as more of Eden of the East. Perhaps more of the SE Fandub because it is quite hillarious. It is odd how I disliked FMA greatly last week, but with a week to have the idea of it grow on me, it's interesting now. At least I am up for the idea of it. I guess we will see what happens.

I miss my cats and older sister, hmm. Will see them in about a week or something like, in any case.

In any case, lie-down time.p I just wasn to check in and show that I am alive, yes :P

I have far more important things to do with myself than go to the ER today.

Ah well. Such is life.

As I am awake from sleep for a little while after sending Sissy to get Darvocet, Flagyl, and more Lamictal, I must note that currently, the donations stand at over 400 dollars.

I - this benefits me as well, and I really think I need to do something to -thank- everyone, but I have no honest idea what.

Is there any ideas, please?

I somehow made my way into reading a manga I dislike today (Loveless).

( And then it all went to hell. )

i want a ten step program FOR MY SHAME.

This Cat Scratch Fever thing is far too draining.

And gets a stupid song stuck in my head all the time, to boot...

I am sorry that I have not been as social as I have used to have been lately. It is a neuroses of mine that I need to be dealing with, but I have not. To be honest, I am unsure of how to deal with this. People comment on it when I attempt to socialize again... "I remember when you were so innocent/young/you've changed". What is change, a bad.. thing, or a good thing?

I appreciate being treated of my intelligence and maturity, not of my 'age'. Maturation is different with one of MPD. I do not know how to explain this, really. I also do not want people to think I am bad for changing...

I love who I am. But will others, if I speak to them again, love who I am now as well as what I used to be?

I was told once by a man whose opinion I take no stock in that I was a 'cool thing to know', a fad, my innocence and newness made me something everyone wanted, but they would get over it. I know people are different than this. I do know this. But for someone to say that is very cruel...

I could never be as cruel back, nor would I want to be, but there is many things I could have said to that.

But it is a mark of who I wish to be that I did not, and merely stepped away from the situation and person at hand.

I just hope that if I go back to the internets in general, people can forgive me for my temporary trespasses of losing contact.

I remembered my first name.

I have found older looking Soul in another manga.

This amuses me greatly.

I dislike being ill more than I dislike Harry Potter.

That... is a lot.

A BIG NEEDLE GOT STUCK TWICE INTO THE TEMPLE OF FOREHEAD ALL THE WAY DOWN TO SKULL BONE

check papel_luna for rest. i'm sleepin'.

this.

ow. ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow.

I am so very lucky.

Oh dear. It is one of those days.

If we are not on accurately at six pm as promised, it is because rapid-personality cycling has demanded more sleep. In the end, it should be no later than eight.

How ironic is it to miss a stomach appointment because one's stomach is acting up?

Urology today, got rescheduled to April 3 (calling later to reschedule it, it's an emergency appointment, it rather does need to be sooner), but the IBS has been acting up badly since yesterday afternoon and continues to do so. Having someone poke around and a possible surprise cystoscopy would have been a Bad End. :(

Still, though, this is one of the health affects left since I woke up, I would like to see it taken care of, and so would she.

But cannot help that the painkillers they stupidly threw at us so much made the stomach and head have to recover, I guess.

So apparently I have an IQ of 190. Apparently this is supposed to mean something, but I do not really know of what it is supposed to.

It's just a number like anything else, why is everyone complimenting me so highly on it?

I am 190, Saku is 146. 1 in 100,000, 1 in 1,000. Okay, so. But does it even matter? Man who discovered DNA's structure iq was 115.

It's not the number, it's how you use what you have.

Right?

turr turr turr rinko is awesome and knows how to distract from bad body and from worries easily by now

raretalent that i applaud v. v. much and she's just awesome wrapped up in a pretty package that includes awesomesauce, talent, and all the other bestest things in the world

can i get a shoutout of agreement yes i can

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